This failure challenge was really a catalyst for change that started with my art but then spread into other areas of life. Something that I read recently that really stuck with me is "routine kills creativity". Anyone who has been reading my blog for a while may have picked up on the fact that I LOVE ROUTINES. I go to the same coffee shop every day at the same time. I sit in the same seat and order the same thing. I draw the same thing with the same pen. Every day. If one of these things changes slightly, I get instant anxiety.
Well since pushing myself to explore new things I've realized just how much my routine was limiting me. It basically guaranteed that I would experience the same thing day after day and it really left no room for surprises. So I took a little break. And when I started up again I brought pens and pencils with me. I went to a different place to draw. I drew people and anything else I saw. Then I stopped looking around and drew what was in my mind. The first few days were really scary but I knew that what was even scarier was the thought of repeating my routine for even one more day. The world is always moving and changing and sometimes you have to grow just to stay still.
And something else happened.
My anxiety went away with my routine. I don't have an internal freak out if things don't go as I expect. I'm able to actually take in what's different and enjoy it. I have so much changing and going on right now with my art and I can't wait to share it.
So here's a start:
FAILURE CHALLENGE #10
(One third of the way through my challenge! Yay me!)
|Dr. Sketchy's - Oil Pastel in my sketchbook|
Normally I'd try really hard to get a realistic skin tone and try to stick with pure primary colours. Also I'd normally use my go to medium which is gouache. This time I didn't and I think it has a WAY more interesting result. I used oil pastel and really just tried to have fun with the colour and do something interesting while trying to remain true to what was in front of me. It was a good night.